Kathy

Can't believe that it was a year this past saturday, the time has flown.  Been thinking about life in general lately and mine genuinely changed the day I started work in that place, gave me a totally differant outlook on life and im thankful for that. Im so thankful for the memories that I have and I'm even thankful for the bad times we had! 

heartbreak

i am absolutely gutted. losing on penalties in a cup final is the worst feeing i have experienced in relation to football.

you're probably thinking "its only football" - sod off.

have to say i am incredibly proud of the boys, we were the best team over 90 minutes and were also better in extra time as well so i cant fault them at all. gutted for jamie o hara as he is spurs through and through and if it hadnt have been for his great performance in the semi final we probably couldnt have got there.

i made sure i stayed to the bitter end and applauded all the spurs lads off the pitch and i applauded united when they lifted the cup, i hate sore losers - they won the cup fair and square so well done to them.

wembley is an amazing stadium and the atmosphere was fantastic. was surprised at how quiet the united fans were thought, it reminded me of roy keane's rant at them a few years ago. the only time they made any noise of note was whenever they won.

im hoping spurs play like that till the end of the season!

wembley

i really cant wait to get to wembley on sunday! its an awesome stadium and i think it will be an amazing atmosphere. ive been feeling nervous for the last few days, im so excited to be going!

really, really, really hope we can pull off a win!!!

Kathy

i can't believe that its nearly a year since kathy went to be with Jesus. 

found this article the other day and needless to say it made me cry!

www.portadowntimes.co.uk/news/popular-Kathy-dies-at-27.3970242.jp

wrestlemania

wrestlemania is only 7 weeks away now! ive had my ticket bought since last may so ive been looking forward to it for quite a while!!

i had thought this would be a one off but now im thinking i could make this a regular thing but ill see how much i enjoy my trip to houston and then decide. 

really looking forward to meeting some of the wrestlers and divas and cant wait for the hall of fame ceremoney and of course wrestlemania itself. monday night raw the night after should also be fantastic. i decided to stay an extra night in houston and im glad i did as bruce springsteen is playing that night and ive managed to get a ticket! 

been looking forward to this holiday for quite a while and its got to the stage where im literally counting the days because i really need a break. its going to be a fun 10 days :)

cup final

this time 2 weeks the carling cup final will be all over!

 im so excited bout going to my first cup final, im not exaggerating when i say ive been waiting for this day for nearly 20 years!!!

the next step

been thinking a lot lately  bout what my next move should be.

work recently changed their career break policy which means from this august im entitled to go away for a year or so and have a job to come back to. Canada will always have a special place in my heart and im strongly considering going there for a while, its been in my thoughts for a long time but maybe its time to just go for it.

London is an option purely because of spurs, i loved living near white hart lane a few years ago and if i job came up over there it could happen again.

then theres enniskillen. it is home and it always will be i think. its where my family is and if the right opportunity arose then i would have to consider going back down.

belfast is great but its not home, at the moment its just serving a purpose. ive got a good job close to where i live and my house is also handy for both airports etc etc.

part of me would like to sell my house and go travelling for a while but with the housing market the way it is id prob make a profit of £500 which really wouldnt take me very far!